Crazy beautiful women who are also crazy sexy are on the rise.
They’re finding the porn industry’s fetishization of their looks to be liberating.
“I was never looking for porn because I was into other things.
I wanted to be in the movies,” says Jessica B. Johnson, a 29-year-old from California.
“But now that I have my own agency, I find it is more fun to go to the movies.”
When Johnson first met with her new porn agency, she was excited to be making a living out of her body.
“It’s a new, interesting thing that has opened up to me,” she says.
“The fact that I’m not just the sum of my parts is very freeing.”
Johnson says she’s also more comfortable with her body now, thanks to a change in the way she interacts with her partners.
“With my porn career, I would go home and feel like my body wasn’t being represented,” she tells me.
“Now that I am working with a company that cares about my body, I don’t feel like that anymore.”
Johnson’s clientele, who include some of the most popular porn stars in the industry, is largely women of color.
“My clients are mostly women of colour,” she explains.
“They’re mostly Asian, Latina, and Hispanic.
There are also women of a certain age group that have more of a fetish for black women.”
Johnson has a similar story to tell about her own personal experiences with porn.
“A few years ago, I was in a relationship with a black man, and it felt like I had a slave mentality to him,” she recalls.
“And I felt like it was something I had to do to get the attention that I wanted.
I had this weird sense of entitlement towards him, and I was like, ‘I’m a black woman.
I’m a slave.’
And then I’d go home, and my boyfriend would go, ‘What?
You’re the only one I can get.'”
Johnson says that, when she went to the porno industry, she had the confidence to tell her partner, and the men in the room, that she wasn’t interested in porn.
She also had a sense of humor about it all.
“In the industry I had the ability to make the company look good,” she admits.
“Then I realized that I wasn’t as good as I thought I was.”
Johnson, who is currently dating her first black man (who, for the record, is also a porn star), says that the industry’s sexualization of black women is part of a larger problem.
“There’s a whole industry out there that’s all about looking good and making money,” she points out.
“That’s a big problem.
It’s like if you were trying to make money in a world where everything was going to go black.”
Johnson admits that, like many of her black friends, she’s had to deal with racism in her work, but she says she also felt “disrespected” and “uncomfortable” working with white men.
“We just need to stop looking at black women as just another thing, and start looking at them as human beings,” she continues.
Johnson’s career in the porn business has allowed her to pursue her personal goals, like getting her foot into the dating game.
But while she’s proud of her career, Johnson admits she’s not quite sure how she feels about the current porn industry.
“When I first started working at my porn agency and started getting paid for my work, I didn’t really understand how much money was being made,” she laughs.
“At first I thought it was just a vanity project.
I thought maybe I was doing a good job and was getting paid enough for the work.
But now that we are making money and I’m making money, I’m just wondering if it’s just a good business for me.”
Johnson is also concerned about the way in which women are viewed in the world of porn.
Her experience working with black women and other women of various races in the business has taught her a lot about how black women are treated in the entertainment industry.
When she was in high school, Johnson was shocked by the way the industry treated her.
“One day I had lunch with one of the guys, and he asked me why I was dating a white woman,” Johnson says.
Johnson was confused and then asked him why she was dating an Asian man.
“He said that he thought that I was the best thing that ever happened to me, and that I should date white guys because I’m black,” she remembers.
Johnson says, “I thought he was just trying to help me understand why it was that I loved white men so much.”
Johnson decided to tell the story because she felt like her experiences were being ignored.
“Being a white person in this industry, I never really felt like that was an issue.
There were other black women there who were